If you have a vague desire to become fluent in a language, you will probably fail. But if you need to be fluent, your brain will do whatever it takes to make that happen. Nothing can stop you.
I know this to be true. This is the story of how I (briefly) became Italian.
When I moved to Italy in the spring of 2005, I stuck out like a sore thumb. You could tell I was a foreigner from a mile away. It wasn’t just my blonde hair and my H&M wardrobe; it was my whole way of being! My gait, my mannerisms, my accent. Of course, it wasn’t obvious to everyone that I was American. Many people guessed that I was Swedish or German. But I was definitely not Italian.
Strangely, this came as a complete shock to me. Having lived in Austria for seven years, I already felt very much at home in Europe. I thought that I was good at adapting to new cultures. But I did not realize how much my comfort was tied to my northern European look. When I moved from Vienna to Florence, I suddenly stopped “blending in.”
Fortunately, I did speak some Italian. After all, I had been singing Italian opera for years! My education at the Mozarteum had included three years of Italian classes, and I had continued to study the language in Vienna. But when I won a scholarship to study with Mirella Freni at her academy in Vignola, I discovered just how much Italian I didn’t know.
I remember my first night at school in Italy. I was sitting at a long table in a local restaurant in Vignola with all of my classmates from the academy. I was at the middle of the table, so I could hear about four different Italian conversations going on around me. But I didn’t know what anyone was saying. I had made an effort to speak Italian all day long, but now it was after 10 PM, and I couldn’t even speak German and English anymore, let alone Italian. “I have to learn fast,” I thought to myself. “I’m the only American at this school. I have to get comfortable in Italian as soon as possible.”
And amazingly, I did. But I would never have succeeded without the help of my roommates. I was rooming with two extraordinarily talented young singers: Beatriz Diaz from Spain and Chiara Amarù from Palermo. The three of us became the best of friends! Chiara was so kind and patient with us as she taught us to navigate her native language. Together, we laughed and cried through the intricacies of Italian verbs.
But we only roomed together while we were at school in Vignola, and that was only one week out of each month. The rest of the time, I lived in Florence, where I was working for Opera St Mark’s. I loved living in a city of history and art and culture, but I couldn’t get used to the fact that strangers were constantly approaching me! With my bright hair and touristy image, I attracted a lot of attention.
At first, I enjoyed chatting with people. But I got so tired of the question, “where are you from,” that I started to make up outlandish answers. “I’m from Brazil,” I would say firmly. Or I might claim to be from Greece or Korea or Egypt. This made the Italians laugh until they cried. “Please, miss, where are you from?” they would ask as I passed them on the street. And I would reply, “Dalla Antartide. Non si vede?” (From Antarctica. Can’t you tell?) It was my little joke.
Out of sheer necessity, I enrolled in Italian classes at the Istituto Italiano in Florence. They have great intensive courses, with fun field trips! After a few months, I had earned certificates in advanced grammar and conversation and diction. I passed all my exams.
But the real test of my language skills came when I was asked to be the official interpreter at an opera master class taught by Sergio Bertocchi! Three students from Australia and Singapore had come to Italy to study with Maestro Bertocchi, and since I was the only native English speaker in residence at the academy, I would be their interpreter. I didn’t have too much trouble translating their voice lessons, or helping them order at the restaurant. But I gulped when Maestro Bertocchi asked me to spontaneously translate his lecture on vocal anatomy and the philosophy of singing! Somehow, I managed to translate an hour-long graduate level lecture, but when it was over, I couldn’t remember a thing that Maestro Bertocchi had said.
Meanwhile, I worked very hard to create a life for myself in Florence. I made friends in the local ex-pat community. I bought a membership card for the Uffizi Museum so that I could look at great art every day. And I also got to know the churches of Florence very well: I worshiped in one, sang concerts in another, and practiced my music in a third!
Day by day, things began to change. The people in my Florentine neighborhood started to accept me as one of their own. The guys in the pizzeria nodded as I went by. I had a “regular” order at the caffè in the piazza. I shopped in Italian stores and read Italian news. Once, I even got interviewed for a market research survey about Italian brand names!
But I didn’t realize just how Italian I had become until the day I moved back to the States. My mother had come to Rome to help me move, and we were shoving all of my worldly possessions into the trunk of a taxi. But the taxi driver, thinking that we were gullible tourists, charged us triple the usual rate. Naturally, I started to argue with the taxista in a loud voice, with my hands flying. The Italian language had become a part of me, gestures and all! (Click here for a quick guide to Italian gestures.) I won the debate and got my money back, but then I looked over to find my mom suppressing giggles. “I can’t help it,” she insisted. “My daughter sounds like Sophia Loren!”
So that is the story of how I became Italian, just for a little while. It wasn’t a permanent change. After returning to the United States, I lost some of my italianità. But every now and then, my inner Italian comes out!
My Italian side can be triggered by little things: the smell of oregano, the sound of a vespa, or an exquisite piece of Renaissance art. And suddenly I feel like I’m back under the Tuscan sun, my heels clicking on the cobblestones while I adjust my sunglasses and chatter away in Italian with my friends.
If you really want to learn Italian, make it a top priority! Then, get in touch with your Italian side. Eat Italian food. Argue with an Italian taxi driver. Read an Italian website. Listen to an Italian opera! Release your inner Italian. Arrivederci.